I don't understand......

..why people can not just be honest and upfront with you! I don't get it....I mean it's easier to tell the truth and be done with it than to make up lies and stories.....

so tired.......

My son flight got delayed for two hours so now he comes in at like 1200...I mean hello! He starts school tomorrow...I know some things are out of our control...but my ex should have scheduled his flight back earlier in the day to avoid all of this .......I am in such a crappy mood but will be all smiles when I see my perrfect little boy....it's been a week and that's too long for me!

How do you know?......

How do you know when it's time to move on? Time to let go? Or let that person go? I have had a few relationships and in the begining it's fresh and new......the unknowing...but for me there always comes a point in time where I just give up! I do not know if I am more happy being alone or maybe that person is not fulfilling what I need. I always say that no person can make you happy or complete you..you have to do that for yourself....but you need a person to compliment you...to understand you, to be there for you when times are hard! But when you have all that and something is missing...then what? What do you say? What do you do? Is it me? Is it you? Live is complicated at times and I guess I am living in my own complicated world...just trying to cope...................

Loooooong Weekend!

So it's been a rough weekend and a very loooooooooooong weekend! Glad that it's Monday but super tired! My cousins were in town and we partied it up at the club Tao at the Venetian! V.I.P is the shiznit! Met some cool guys that brought my friend and cousins drinks all night. Didn't get home till like 5 in the morning then had to get right back up Saturday morning to pick my boyfriend up at the airport! No Sleep! Had to go straight to my mom's house afterwards because my son just got back from San Diego( my sister Brandi had him for two weeks!) then spent the day with the fam! Love Stations Casino buffets....the best in the Vegas! On Sunday morning had to turn right around and take my son to the airport (Southwest Airline rules!) as he was visiting his dad in Orgeon! Only 12 years old and his first airplane ride by himself! I was okay at first...then I asked the agent if I could walk him to the plane and he advised me very sternly NO! So okay, I gave him a hug good-bye and tears came from nowhere! I mean crocodile tears! Overflowing! He just smiled walking down the tarmac nonchalantly without a care in the world turned around waved and was on his way! Wait! Hmmmm am I forgetting something! Shouldn't he be like holding on to me, kicking and screaming not wanting to let go! I guess my little boy is growing up! It was sooooo hard........to watch him leave and realize that he is going to be okay..that slowly but surely he is making hiw way into the world and shall I dare say "growing up and becoming a man!" Anyway he got there safely and said that he misses me---only a little! Okay, Okay! I am Okay! Just a little!

Yummy!

Just got done eating an Oreo McFLurry....it was so yummy and good! Gotta love Mickey D's

OKAY...I am so back

Okay so I am back.....I found this site again and realized that I already had a blog....crazy! So I am back...I will chat about random things and will start a following..so wish me luck and tell your friends about this! Yay for me!